Exorcism (2/2)

After the break we again started and this time there were some burning of pieces of paper which had weird signs on them. Dunno the secret behind those. He did later explain but I jes don’t remember. It sounded complicated for my by then very confused brain.hehe. but neways the girl did get cured which was great news. After that the shaman went to Villingili with two other ppl saying that the jinn’s home or lair was a huge tree there. And then again, they really DID go. I mean they could’ve jes said that and went off home but they really did go to villingili.

The girls dad explained to us that it had happened to her about 2months back and no doctor could explain it. They even took her abroad for medication but to no avail. He was so thankful that he even offered money. This is the interesting part. The ‘shaman’ didn’t take a single cent. He never has even from his past exorcisms. He said that ppl needed help and he was jes doing that since he is one of the selected or more like chosen few who can. That such incidents regarding jinn are happening all the time but ppl jes don’t wanna believe it in this modern age. They jes give the victims medicine to no avail.

Later after leaving the house when it was jes the ‘shaman’, the ‘mediator’, his two friends, son and me, he explained something to us. He told us that someone had done it to the girl on purpose and that he knew who it was. But that he wasn’t gonna tell the dad about it cos it would jes create problems. Said that he would go and speak with that person. And he also said that the reason why the girl actually got that was because she was a slut. That she hadn’t prayed in god knows how long and that she was the kind of girl who went sleeping around with all whom she gets together with. That actions like this weakens the barrier around each muslim which prevents the jinns from attacking them. It was a very good experience and I told my friend to inform me again next time. We were also shown a picture of a footprint of a jinn u mite say. It was more like a print in a toilet that they saw and took a picture of. It was in a toilet where a jinn problem had happened and worsened a lot. It was jes plain weird. Cant quite describe it. There were six toes definitely. It was jes….weird.

Exorcism (1/2)

Lets see. We all had jes heard about the video of the exorcism that was running around in male’ back then. We found out that the ‘shaman’ was the father of a friend of ours. It was the video where a jinn had gotten into the body of a little boy and was speaking through the boy saying it wasn’t gonna let him go. In the end the jinn was killed to save the boy. So few days later our friend called and asked if we could come to recite quran for another exorcism. I jumped at the opportunity and said that I was sure to go. Some others hesitated saying that they weren’t too comfortable to go. But I really wanted to experience it first hand. So gave the OK.

On that night we were asked to have an ablution before going over. So neways we go over and theres a girl lying on the bed. Her dad n mom were at the bedside and we met some other guys who was there to read quran as well. The ‘shaman’ was already inside. Btw, im jes using the word ‘shaman’ to describe him to make it easier. I don’t actually think of him that way FYI. As we started to enter the room the ‘shaman’ stopped one guy and told him that he was the only one who hadn’t done an ablution and to go do it now. We were shocked ofcourse as to how he knew. But he confessed and went to do it to the nearby toilet. There was a ‘mediator’ a young kid about my age. (im not a kid btw)hehe. It seems that he was once a victim of such a case who was saved by this ‘shaman’. And after that incident it seems that it was really easy for him to communicate with the ‘moomin’(righteous) jinn. Seems he had a small legion of such jinn with him.

So neways the ceremony started and the ‘shaman’ started talking to the young girl who had her eyes closed. It seemed like he was talking to the jinn inside her. He was actually giving it advise. Telling it to leave her alone and not to do this. Telling it to repent and to be among the righteous. He went on and on for about 15mins but still the jinn wouldnt budge. So the ‘shaman’ then started giving it warnings saying that if it doesnt leave the girl he would be forced to do something about it.

So soon we were told to read the quran which was supposedly gonna annoy and be a huge burden for the evil jinn while at the same time being a push forward to all the righteous jinn who were supposedly on our side. It was like an invisible war that was going on between the good and the bad. The shaman was using the righteous jinn on his side to fight these evil ones. After about half an hour of it we all took a rest. That’s when what I wrote in maail’s blog happened. We saw the wounds on the girls neck opening up which showed as if something has scratched her deep. The blood actually showed up slowly making it look like she was being clawed right then and there slowly. But we were later told that the previous wounds that the jinn had inflicted on her were jes opening up.

This post goes to u

This one goes out to that girl who played me 'roulette' on her guitar while being on the phone with me. cant believe that u held ur mobile with ur head, near the neck (is that how u say it??), played that song with ur guitar and even sang the song too. it was awesome. varah varah salhi. and thank u. it was one of the sweetest things anyone has done for me :)


System Of A Down - Roulette

I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,

Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have some pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you saw, you saw me, you explained,
Playing the show and running down the plane,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I, I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you...

I Rock!

Thats my lil bro. He went absolutely crazy when i brought the guitar home. hehe

Stupid Ppl

Im saying it beforehand this time. The following arent fiction or made up in any way. They are purely based on existing ppl and stuff that has actually happened. SO any resemblance to anyone is made directly on purpose :p


• Ziney ainthu- A hardcore sex addict even if confined to sex with just her bf back then. One day at school Ameeniyya grade 9 if I remember correctly, islam teacher taught them the lesson about ‘ziney kurun’(fornication). She returned home and asked her bf when she met him “mioh hurihaa dhuvahu aharumennah hama ziney dhoey mi kureveny? Aharennah bodu shockeh libunee islam teacher kiyaidhineema”(trans: all these days we really have been fornicating huh? i got a huge shock when our islam teacher explained). The guy was like WTF???!! Too bad her new discovery didn’t change much. They had sex that very same day as well.


• Some guy we knew usually talked about jes how much sex he has with his gf, the different stuff they do etc. SO one day we asked him whether if he had ever done anal with her. And he goes “subuhaanallah! Mashakee haraan kanthah kuraa meeheh noon”(Trans: Gasp! Im not someone who sins)

• An unmarried couple was having sex when suddenly they heard the ‘fathis’ prayer. The guy thought “mifaharu molhu kameh kohlaanan”(trans: im gonna do something wise). So he stood still with it still inside her and didn’t move a single muscle until the prayer ended and then continued. Boy was he proud of himself when he told the story. It was as if god scnanned down onto earth during prayer times and if he didn’t move god wouldn’t notice him o sumthin. Atleast he had his mojo going even throughout the prayer call.

• Another unmarried couple was having sex when suddenly they too heard the prayer. This time the girl jumped out of bed and ran to the CD player which was playing a song at loud volume so that their moans would be lost in it. She quickly turned it off saying it wasn’t a good thing to play music during prayer times.

The Ultimate Insult

A flat chested girl once got caught having sex with a guy, to her brother. Her brother got so furious that he shaved her head. She wore the veil for a few months and just when her hair started to grow again she took the veil off.
She was going for a walk on the streets when a group of guys saw her coming their way. One of them jes kept looking at her from afar. She was walking towards them ofcourse. So he jes kept staring at her. When she came upto them he goes “sorry, I thought u were a girl”. She jes kept walking on and after she had gone about 50feet or so she suddenly stopped. All the guys were by now laughing ofcourse. That was the point where she suddenly GOT what the guy had said. She turned around her face all purple and shaking and gave them the finger and jes walked away. Got the insult?

Does parents really know what life is like? Or has the world changed since they were young and should we be free to do what we like?

Almost everything is managed nowadays by computers. Yet the parents of today are not familiar with computers, in the same way there was an explosion of knowledge after 1949 and the parents did not know anything about modern mathematics or electronics. So, as man makes giant strides in knowledge, each generation is left behind.

What does this make of the parent-young relationship? There is a growing tendency for the young person to think he is better than his parents, better educated, more knowledgeable. He tends to patronize his parents. And above all he feels he should be given his freedom long before he is earning his own living.

Along with all the advances has been the invasion of forces that tend to defy moral values that have been in existence for a long time. There is drug addiction, alcoholism, trial marriages, the pill which gives sexual licence. What is the parent’s role in all this? Or is the young person right when he claims he can cope with the problems of today.

There are two schools of thought. There is the strict parent who, because he controls the purse strings, demands absolute obedience. As the children grow older and begin to earn their own living, they have become so used to obeying their parents that the parents continue to dominate their lives. These children usually are well behaves, good mannered and nice boys and girls. However, one or two of the younger ones may rebel and become ‘black sheep’, and they usually turn out to be the drug addicts and problem-ridden persons.

Then there are permissive parents, themselves well educated and liberal in their views. They may not agree with their children’s views but they feel that their children are entitled to their views, and do not stand in their way. They have to stand by and watch their children make mistakes and learn by their mistakes. They could have stopped their children but they believe that their children were entitled to their freedom. The children of these parents grow up strong and self-reliant but often bitter and rather self-opinionated.

I suppose what we need are wise parents who demand a certain amount of obedience and a given amount of liberty. If they think their children are headed for the rocks they should step in and demand obedience until that particular crisis is past. On matters that seem important to children they should be liberal within reason. And knowing more facts than the parents does not make children wiser than their parents. This should make it clear that in a dead-lock issue they should consult others, other young people and other parents.

But I think it most important that parents make the children feel secure, give them the feeling that they will always support them. And parents above all want love from the children more than respect. Children never realise that parents become frightened if the children assume power. When they are frightened the parents demand respect in unreasonable situations.

And parents should realise that when children become frightened they become disobedient, alienated; they fail to tell their parents the real problem that is worrying them. And above all, in human relationship there must be a give-and-take attitude or the rope will snap.

What do u think?

Lover, You Shouldve Come Over

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe Im too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight youre on my mind so you never know

When Im broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage hes done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one

So Ill wait for you... and Ill burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn

Oh lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come

Its never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
Its never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her
Its never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
Its never over, shes the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Well maybe Im just too young
To keep good love from going wrong

Oh... lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Well I feel too young to hold on
And Im much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage Ive done
Sweet lover, you shouldve come over
Oh, love well Im waiting for you

Lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

-Jeff Buckley-

Comments

These are some of the other previous comments that i received for the "relationships. why do they fail?".


noor said...
intense arra..very intense:P..


Anonymous said...
yeah it's definately not a minority thing in regards to the whole cheating but women cheat because they're lacking something from the relationship they're in. they need to feel complete intimacy. they need to feel attractive. decent men cheat for that same reason i guess but sleazy guys do it coz they wanna outdo their mates in the "who they bagged" talk


Anonymous said...
v true..specially dat part about girls forgiving guys too easily..i swear its horrible wat girls let guys get away with..i know this guy who cheats with every girl he can..and his gf knows all too well dat he cheats..but does she let him go? noop! afterall they are in "love"..another guy treats his gf like hell..he insulted her parents..yells at her..threatens of cheating..the girl is never happy..but even she is staying with him cos she thinks the guy loves him..

wake up ppl...love aint sacrificing who u are and becoming sum1 u wudnt even dream of becoming..or giving up all ur values! and ppl who love u definately do not treat u badly..

a lotta girls and even guys i suppose ( how obvious is it dat im a girl:p ) hold on to a bad relationship sayin dat a guy changed and in hopes dat he wud change bak...most of the time he didnt change..the good parts were jes a ploy!


Baby aNgeL said...
guys make gals slut!!! to make them happy she have to sacrifice all that!! but wen will this guys understand all that!!! r gals juss made for them as toys!!! cmon..pay some respect to gals also: P


kaiza shozey said...
errr....oooook. but u know, its not like whenever a guy does what he does, gals have to give in or nething. guys have been using the same tactics and methods over and over again throughout the generations. isnt it time gals learnt not to fall for it? and come on, u let us take advantage of it dho? plus, u dont HAVE to be with a guy who makes u sacrifice it all dho? :)


charlie brown said...
talking or sharing ideas arent gonna change anything. to put it simply, relationships dnt work because ppl are incompetent and selfish. there's always something or someone to blame...


RigeL said...
very deep man. i like the part abt deep penetration. very well put.


Anonymous said...
Girls forgive guys too easily because they need the emotional attachment. They are willing to believe anything just as long as they know that there's going to be someone there at the end of the day. If they leave they might not think that they'd find someone else or they can't imagine being alone as a lot of girls have low self esteem. Some girls aren't like this though and love the independence. It's an interesting argument. The majority is agreeable but at the end of the day it comes down to a generalised opinion.


The Shadowrunner said...
Ah, this text is one of the seven sacred scriptures!.

Nice, desu.


Anonymous said...
i totally agree with what u have said in the post. and thats one way of explaining what love is....in ur opinion. nicely said though.


Dragonfly said...
I've seen an NGC program that broke 'love' down to pheromones, and compared it with having similar effects on your brain as cocaine...
Interesting program it was.


Anonymous said...
love is vastly and misinterpreted topic...u cud write a book abt it..then again i wudnt bother to read it...


kaiza shozey said...
Dragonfly: i gues it does have that strong an effect on ur brain.The problem is it can hurt like hell 2 if sumthin wrong.
Anonymous: ur right.Even i wont bother readin it.I get bored jes readin vat i wrote about it.Hehe. Shhh! ;)


charlie brown said...
"And don’t try to find the bestfriend within your boyfriend/girlfriend. Try to find the boyfriend/girlfriend within your bestfriend"

are you implying something here? how thoughtful of you heheheheh


The Shadowrunner said...
Ahh, good stuff, this.
:D

And love is NOT like cocaine.

Relationships. Why do they fail? (2/2)

The relationships we face in our community works like the barter system. The guy gives gifts, treats, dinners from exotic restaurants, poems probably copied from somewhere and the long phone calls or sweet sms’s. And from the girl’s side to show her appreciation a permit which allows the guy to fulfill his sexual desires. The girl feels as if the guy is giving her so much and loving her so much, but she is unable to give gifts or show that love for him. Soon when the guy approaches physically she gives in thinking that she is now showing her love and trust for him. That it’s the least she can do for this wonderful boyfriend of hers. Most of the time she enjoys it even more so whats to stop her in a world where religion is jes a name and cover. Its like a business. And love is just a word with no meaning. There was a time when the word was so strong that no matter how long both of them were together, those three words ‘I love you’ wouldn’t jes slip out or be easy to say to jes anyone. It was priceless. Times sure have changed. Now its always love at first sight. Then how come the relationships fail? And just how many ‘love at first sights’ does each one have?


Oh yes! Almost forgot. There are two more reasons why relationships fail. One, parents. There have been cases where both mates have madly fallen for each other but were forced to cut the rope because of their parents. Lets say if the guy is from a poor family or if the parents feel that their daughter deserves a better life. And of course there have also been cases where the two are forced to separate due to shall I say, natural causes.

What is love? The feeling of affection and desire towards someone. That’s what the dictionary says anyway. But let me tell you something. Love is when the slightest details of someone which is insignificant to others seem fascinating to you. The desire to be with someone and share everything with him/her. There is no feeling of boredom no matter how long you spend time with him/her. When the personality of someone comes way before everything else. When money, looks and sex is of not much significance. It is when you know your partner so much that he/she doesn’t even have to tell you what he/she desires. It is when you can tell how he/she is feeling just by looking into his/her eyes. It is when he/she becomes a really poor liar to you. It is when love is showed not by words but by the actions. Love him/her for who he/she is. When starting a relationship you'd know him/her so well as if both of you had been together your whole life. Look for someone who really loves you for who you are. And don’t try to find the bestfriend within your bf/gf. Try to find the bf/gf within your bestfriend. Try to make your first your last. Give meaning to the word 'love'. (oh god! I sound as if im an expert o sumthing with love. Blech!)

Some of you might have a hard time in believing what i jes wrote but believe it. Whether u like it or not. And im not saying everyone is like that. There are some really wonderful people out there who still give meaning to the word ‘love’.most of the above that ive stated are from the stuff that guys and girls have confessed about. I had to do a lil survey back then too.lol.

Relationships. Why do they fail? (1/2)

This is sumthing i wrote a few years back when I was given the topic.
Relationship indicates a strong emotional association between two of the opposite sex. Well… it needn’t be of the opposite sex. Everybody needs passion, affection, love and most importantly empathy. The ability to imagine, experience and share another person’s feelings.


The most important factor which is looked upon in our community in a relationship is the looks. That is considered the basic and first priority by almost everyone. A boy meets a girl. “WOW! She’s hot. Look at that shape and figure. Bet my hands can be put to good use on her body. If my friends saw me with her they’d be so jealous of me”. He’d go and introduce himself to her and after a couple of weeks or sometimes few days of hard work, comes a small but planned speech. “With you it was love at first sight. I’d do anything for you” etc. etc. And his persistence is finally rewarded. Sex is one thing that’s mainly on his mind. But he needs to take it step by step. Just like reeling in a fish. If u struggle too hard the fish gets away after cutting the line or without having a go at the bait. U need to deceive the fish into taking the bait, get a real good grip and then reel it in. At first it starts with some kissing. After a few days it’s followed by a little exploring of the body. Some take it further into deep penetration. It goes on and on until the guy finds a new hole….errr…..i mean a taste for new kind of fish OR until the girl FINALLY comes to realize what he had wanted all this time. That’s when the problems reach its limit and the so called impenetrable bond is broken. Not much damage is done in the process though. It takes roughly about a week or so for them to move on and start the whole procedure all over again with someone new. But there are some who actually learn something from the experience and has a better start though that’s really rare.


The female side of the story is pretty much the same. Their relationship starts with the same going for the looks and the guy’s continuous persistence. The girls do it mainly to fit in with their friends. “Hey! Everybody’s taking boyfriends. Why shouldn’t I?” Too much Sweet Valley, romantic stories and romantic movies have clouded up their minds. Almost everyone believes too much in the ideal relationship. They have the image in their mind but isn’t willing to take it the way they should for that ideal relationship. They don’t want to go by the rules. Just expects everything to take its own course and the ideal relationship to come their way. They’d believe in everything the guy says. Lets say the guy goes and penetrates the girl’s best friend. The best friend comes to her and explains everything that had happened. Anyone who heard of such a situation would surely say that the girl would dump the guy right? Well… wrong answer. She goes to question the guy. But he’s so sly that she believes him and his excuses. He would first use the tactic ‘Denial’. When that doesn’t work he jes admits to what happened with lots of excuses and vows that it was his first time and that it would never happen again. That he loved her beyond description or comparison. After all, this is her boyfriend, the so called love of her life, the guy who bought all the gifts, the guy who continuously took her out to dinners and the guy who says ‘I love U’ over and over again. The so called best friend is soon out of a job and is sent to find another job elsewhere as someone else’s best friend.


The greatest weapon wielded by the guy or girl is the ‘trust story’. “What? You don’t trust me? I love you. And if you can’t trust me then how can this relationship survive?” Sweet huh? Hey! It works. And most of the time as soon as the relationship ends or the girl is dumped, there comes the ‘rebound guy’. The guy who comes into her life during her emotional breakdown or time of need. The guy who is always with her during those days. Most of the time it’s a guy who has a thing for the girl but WAS unable to approach her cos she wasn’t single. The process jes keeps on repeating on and on. And before she knows it she has already gotten together with dozens of guys and made out with even more. In other words it suddenly strikes her that she has now become a slut. Soon the age of marriage comes and she gets married to the guy who is by then her boyfriend. The knot is tied, she soon becomes pregnant and her life of relationships come to an end.

Strong Woman vs. Woman of Strength

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape...
But a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape

A strong woman isn’t afraid of anything...
But a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear

A strong woman wont let anyone get the best of her...
But a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...
A woman of strength realizes life’s mistakes can also be God’s blessings and capitalizes on them

A strong woman walks sure footed...
But a woman of strength knows god will catch her if she falls

A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face...
But a woman of strength wears grace

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...
But a woman of strength has faith that it is the journey that she will become strong…

Funny pics

Eydhafushi Chronicles2

All of us were going through the island from one end to the other when we came across a stage where a magician was doing all sorts of tricks. For his next performance he said that he was gonna get into a Huge box, lock himself in and miraculously get out.

So he called out for a volunteer to hold the key which can be used to open the lock that he was gonna put on the box. one of our friends rushed over to participate in this miraculous event *whistle whistle*. So neways, the guy gets in and soon comes out from behind the box and stepped on the box. there was a huge banner infront of the box and it looked as if he rised thru the box or sumthing. and everyone started clapping

He then called out to our friend to get the key back. the bugger goes over to the magician and started complaining thru the mic that it was a simple and easy trick. that there was nothing magic about it. that even he could easily do it. im sure the magician got really pissed. cos he then told the guy to do it.lol. but the bugger didnt back off. he said alrite and got into the stupid box. the bugger actually got IN with the mic in his hand. They locked the box and didnt hear from his for about five minutes.

Soon the magician started mocking him and asked "ey, kobaa kihaa hisaabehgatha?" (trans:ey, so where r u now?) and he replies that he's now in america. that he's flying over the states. suddenly he says that he could see the white house. and seemingly he glided down to it and even saw bush doing sumthing in there. the bugger actually started a whole story while being trapped in that box. lol.hehe. so the magician quickly unlocked it and let him out. everyone started clapping much more even if he couldnt do the trick. But he did have some guts to actually go thru with that infront of all those ppl i'd give him that.hehe. we still give him a hard time for doing that.

But the bugger actually changes the story when he tells it now. he claims that he actually di do the trick and made a fool of the magician infront of everyone. *whistle whistle*.hehe.

Punishment

Damn this is one country that has failed in so many ways considering this is an islamic country. The number of ppl commiting the deadly sins are getting more and more each day. Those punishments that our religion has taught us to implement should be followed in my opinion.

Even now, those thieves and burglers. they all know that by the time they are caught they wouldve probly become rich and when they are caught they jes get a year in jail or most of the times they jes get locked up at home for a few months and then are released. so on with the crimes again to make more money and become more rich.

All the ppl who are caught bringing drugs into this country and those druggies out on the streets, they wont even stop if the current punishments are being implemented

We need to be harsh...but not extreme. and the punishments in our religion are perfect for that. lets say we cut a hand or two of thieves of 20yrs of age and above to those caught after a certain day, im sure the rest would hesitate to continue. cos they'll know that if caught they wont get away with jes house arrest. im positive that crime rates would go down in jes a month.

And when implementing punishment everyone needs to be notified about the punishments before hand....that on a certain day these certain ppl will be punished infront of the public. They need to feel ashamed of their actions. Im sure even all the parents would try harder to put some sense into their children in defining the right from the wrong.

But then again if this is taken to the extreme, thats gonna again cause alot more problems and the situation would go worse. or is the current system jes perfect?

Expectations

Recently got a job and now im an official care bear i guess.hehe. it seems im the incharge of a whole department. the whole admin department. seems they got really high recommendations for me so they jes had to hire me or sumthing. im really grateful for the recommendations but then again doesnt that mean that they would have really high expectations? and this stuff is pretty new to me. makes me wonder if i can meet up to those expectations. they'll assume that ill know more stuff and they'd jes give a few pointers even when they ask me to do something withought going into any detail.

But then again its such a great feeling when everyone is told to listen to me and do everything i say without any complains. and especially when im introduced as the incharge of the whole department. the respect from everyone is quite something. and im grateful for all the ppl here who has been really helpful to me and for those ppl who actually do consider that im new here and tries to explain stuff to me without going "he's the incharge, isnt he supposed to know?". but im fully confident that in a few days time ill do great once i know how the system here works. plus the pay is really good. its for a really good cause and the ppl here are awesome and really friendly. :D

Centrepiece suxd

No offence to everyone involved in the making of it, but it suxd. maybe since we went to it last night or maybe we've jes grown old to not find most of the stuff that was supposed to be funny, not funny.(basically meaning its our prob). The humour suxed and there was too much resemblance to the events and plays of previous centrepiece ones.

For the first drama there was this thing where the guy sleeps in the middle of two prayers(maqrib n ishaa), and he has a dream. ???? WTF????!! even primary school kids could do a better story at it. it was the worse drama i had ever seen in my entire life.(no offence to the ppl who brought it up)

The dances, hmmmmm, some of em were ok. nothin extraordinary, but ill give credit to the michael jackson one and to the one where the girls are dressed as devils?? u get the pic. we really enjoyed maa's and hassaan's team which brought up that music piece. the sound was superb. it was awesome. and that song mix one(lava set) was good too. The band suxd. vocals were terrible. all they did was give a bad name to Beatles and Bob dylan. But i heard that the band that played on friday night was really good.

The drama about foolhu dhigu handi was good i must say. but the prob was that it resembled too much to a previous centrepiece drama on 2003. too much resemblance.

One other thing. there were more than one ticket sold on some seats. we encountered two such groups which had the same problem. two groups of ppl came with tickets to the same seats. how can that happen. they justified it by saying that it was a simple mistake on their side. that they had sold more tickets by mistake. met another group in there which encountered the same problem. i dont think there should be any room for mistakes like that. i mean jes how difficult can it be? we've done it when we were in chse as well. when someone comes to buy tickets, u jes look at the available seats and mark the ones that have been sold. a 6yr old can do that. mistakes can be made i understand that but so many SIMPLE mistakes? i dont think so.

So overall, there were some really good items but majority suxd. its jes an opinion of someone who'd been to 4 centrepiece shows held on 2001,2003,2005 and 2007. and the shows have gotten worse and worse as the years have passed. some students say that their restrictions when making the shows have grown tighter. maybe thats why.

Just?

I have a friend of mine who had sex with his girlfriend which resulted in her getting pregnant. He couldve run away from it all,but he didnt. He went through so much and still stood by her and his unborn baby. After she gave birth they got married. Both of them admitted their sin and accepted the punishment. He got lashed a 100times and was exiled to an island for 12 months away from his new born baby and his beloved wife. the wife was lashed and confined to house arrest for a year.

Then came the case of a 12 year old girl being RAPED by 4 elderly guys. what happened? the judge said that the girl didnt cry out for help during it and sentenced then to 8months in exile. is it that difficult to believe why she couldnt cry out for help? she is jes 12 years old and these were FOUR elder guys that were raping her. is it just? a guy who didnt RAPE his girlfriend who owned up to it all gets 100 lashings and 12months exile while these guys get jes 8months exile for RAPING a 12 year old girl. :S

I Adore Her

There’s this girl Ive known for over 3years now. She’s hot as hell and has got a great personality. She’s really friendly, nice, well mannered, has a sense of humour, a heartwarming smile, great to hang around with and most importantly can make u feel really comfortable when ur around her. U can tell her almost anything with full assurance that she’ll listen thru it all no matter how crappy it might be, no matter how pathetic it might be and be sure that she’ll support u and help u after uve done with ur confessions or ur snob story.

She’s strong and independent. Her principles and beliefs are firm. They don’t change after each discussion she has regarding a certain topic. Guys are crazy about her. So many have tried to get to her and so many have tried to get into her pants.*Did i say that she is REALLY hot?* Those guys whom girls would consider handsome as ever and those guys for whom they claim they would do anything for. Such guys have tried as well. She’s a very outgoing person. Always with someone, on a date, a meeting etc. hangs around with lots of friends and even guys all the time. Has got all the freedom she wants and has the opportunity and privacy to get away with anything she wants with any of those guys if u know what I mean.

But so far she’s kissed jes two guys and those two were her 2 boyfriends. All those guys who have tried so hard have all left in vain. They never managed to make her slip even once or go a single step beyond the boundary where she has drawn the line. Here’s what she had to say to that.”If they wanna treat me to dinners and hang out with me or be my friend, im all up for it. But jes because they were that nice or so and so, it doesn’t mean that I have to sleep with them or make out with them or get together with them. Im not a slut. I have beliefs and principles. And im gonna stick to them no matter how irresistible the guy. And if they start over flirting or try to give hints and all that they want me in that way, ill jes say that I don’t see them in that way without leading them on”.

And then I look around and what do I see? I seem to be repeating this everytime but ofcorse I don’t mean women as a whole but some girls I know. I see girls who’s lost their virginities before the age of 18 some even before 16. By the time they are 18 they’ve gotten together with over 4 guys but made out with over 8 guys. Before they know it, it turns out that they aren’t any different from a slut or how us Maldivians say a ‘badi’. Always having the need to be with some guy and not being able to be single for even 3 months. So dependable. Well, they do have some points to defend that

Two girls told me very recently that guys hit on them all the time. There’ll be around 4-5guys at a time. So why cant they jes choose the best among them and get together with them? They’ll get ‘love’(gifts, dinners, sex, comfort, a shoulder to cry on, feeling of bein cared for and loved) from them. If they don’t, they can jes break up and find someone else until they meet the right guy. So why doesnt the girl ive mentioned before not think like that? She says she doesn’t wanna be a slut. And not being a slut doesn’t mean u cant have guy friends and shouldnt be with or talk to guys. There should always be a border line and if u cant control urself or have faith in ur beliefs or principles that’s jes sad and pathetic. So who is right? Nevertheless she’s a great friend who’s always been there for me whenever I needed her and im grateful that she’s my friend :D

Transition Period

U n ur gf breakup. During the transition period u make some new friends. One of them gets really close and starts calling. She gains ur trust and asks a lot about the breakup and everything that had happened. She starts pointing out mistakes on ur X’s side and stuff ur X should’ve done, concentrating more on those stuff. As if putting fuel into whatever dislikeness u might have for ur X. then she tries to show that all the weaknesses that were in ur X are pretty strong in hers and tells of the different and sane ways she would’ve handled the problems if it were her in ur X’s place. Then she starts calling all the time. Every morning, every night and every free time she gets. Seeks ur advice and is there for u in ur times of need.*the transition period* and soon she makes u literally hate ur X. before u know it she’s asking u to get together with her.

What are u to think of all this? Isn’t she literally taking advantage of ur feelings right after ur breakup when ur actually vulnerable? Or shud u say that she is actually helping u get over ur X? and if u do get together with her wont it mean that the relationship would all be based on a lie? Its obvious that u don’t feel the same way towards her as she does. Don’t u jes hate that? Doesn’t it Make u ask urself whether if all this would’ve been near the same if it hadn’t happened during the transition period? Would u have gotten close to her? But then again a lot of relationships have started that way. It starts to sux when u find out that she actually became what u had wanted her to be jes so that u two could get close. Jes so that her chances of u getting together with her would be greater if u thought that way.

Lets say u get together with her and soon find out the real her. And it turns out that she aint nething like how u thought she would be? Or how she had shown herself to be? Shud u then try desperately to try to make it work or break up with her? Break up with her and start this all over again? What would u be then?

My LOVE! :)

ooooh. jes seeing it makes me weak in my knees and makes me wanna rip it's cover off and devour it. hehe. its the Australian one. not the cheapass indian type. made a blogger taste it yesterday cos i was in such a good mood. she understood my feelings completely. downfall was that i had to share half of it. still cant believe i did. :( But then again i know someone else who finds it EXTREMELY hard to share chocs. she's a chocoholic. yes,i know ur reading this and im talking abt u :p

Im in LOVE! :)

Its been so long since ive felt like this. the feeling of being satisfied and content. i wont say that it was love at first sight. we met randomly at STO of all places. i usually never go there. but this certain day went there to buy sumthing. went straight back home after the encounter and after a couple of mins i jes couldnt resist. there was instant 'chemistry' between us. and we were all alone in my room. no one to bother us or interfere. so i guess i lost control.

After getting a taste of what was offered to me *erhm erhm*, it was instant love. took me a few days of it to realise it though. ive never felt that good ever. and its always at our place in my room where i can get all the privacy i want. no one cares to ask whats happening or what im doing.

The only problem is that this is getting too addictive and i know its not good for me. ofcorse i enjoy it n all and i cant get enough, but its jes too damn addictive. hope u guys know what im talking about. too much of anything wont be that good right? but i cant stop thinking about how i felt and jes how good it was. tried to stay away, but after jes two days there we were in my room again.

Heres the weird part. im almost always watching an anime or series at the beginning. before i know it im too intoxicated by that awesome feeling to realise whats happening in that anime or series anymore. and before i know it, the episode ends. AAAAAARRRGHHHHH!!! what shud i dooooooo???

'Always'

Was browsing thru some old songs the other day and came across this one. its a song that i used to adore so much. suddenly im starting to adore it again. hehe. and its a surprise how ppl nowadays believe that its jes wrong for a guy to listen to anything that dusnt involve heavy metal etc. :S hmph. ppl.


This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him
'Cause these words are mine, to say to you
'Til the end of time

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,
We'll find a place, where the sun still shines

-bon jovi-