Ive started again. and that too after over 3years. maybe 4.ive lost count. you guys shouldve seen the look on aesha's face when she saw. her eyes were wide open and she had her mouth covered with both hands. i think she was staring at me like that for like 2mins. was it that big a shock? i wonder what was going thru her mind those two mins.
But it had called on for a celebration it seemed. and before we knew it i had bought drinks for everyone...same flavour milkshakes of all things...with a cherry on top. lol. it was supposed to be coffee but we all decided what the hell, we'll all have milkshakes just for the sake of it.
For starters i had six. i think its more than enough after 3yrs. well....actually we ran out.heheh. lol. and it kinda gave this small relief with the first one. weird but it did. and then everyone started bugging me as to why ive started again.
Heres a little conversation that happened between a friend and me when she found out about it. more like when i told her about it
*She:vat the fish arraa? u of all ppl??? vat is the world coming to.. *faint* and ur laughing abt it all? oh dear..wat made u start again huh?
*Me:I blame it all on depression and being fuckd up. :) dont ask the reasons for those. too many plus dont wana talk abt it with ne1. even aesha, i-kko and shan tried for 2hrs last night. Neways, i feel a teeny weeny bit better nw...i think.
*She:Ah ok. but i definitely know one reason..nyway, dnt overdo it o nythn...tc
*Me:Hehe.yea i guess u do. ekanves ehaa koosaniveemaey. oh well, and vats overdoing it? geting high on pot?
*She:.........................
*Me:..........................
*She:oh dear...ure a goner now then...much disappointment.
*Me: Nobody can live their life without disappointing others atleast once in a while. we've all gone thru dat. so have u. :) thats called being human. *i rest my case*
*She:yea yea..n all these time i was thinking u were d sensible n wise one amongst us..well..now i realise ur human too.one of us.
*Me:Me? Sensible? Wise? OMG! Im flattered. But if u had been thinking that then im disappointed that all it tuk was a ....... to change that. N tell me sumthing. being all u say i WAS, where has that got me? Usualy ppl wud diss others by pointing out their bad points. with me it wud be made up stuff, senseless stuff and taking the gud points and making it out as bad points. Nothing is ever good enough. even if it goes to the point they cant show WHY its not gud enuf................... So being human aint a bad thing. plus ive always been human :)
Now i luk at that conversation and i think to myself. who is that guy? is that me? and my justification being 'depressed' and 'fucked up'??? ooookkkkk. i need to go to malay fast.
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so what did you do? its long so i skipped some parts and now i don't get it! :s
ehhehe... no her mouth wasn't covered she was just staring at u with mouth wide open in shock!!
hehe i was even surprised.. :|
gluck with the throat ;)
but still it was great u knw.. hehe no odd ones in the gang now :D :P
wtf did u do.....come malay soon
wat the?
okay! rite now, just imagine that im staring at you just like the way u stared at me the other nite!
sheeeeeeeesh man!
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duude. no need to justify. welcome to the club.
when u want it...u do it dho :D
...* i don't know what to say?*
@.mini: exactly why u shouldnt have skipped those parts :p
@i-kko:i DID remember correctly ey. even aesha said last night that she really did cover her mouth dho?
and who're u calling odd? :p
@starky: u'll soon find out in malay
@shweeet: come on. we both know u cant stare like that :p but point noted.heheh
@farey: finally. thats the way to go.hehe
@odium: yep. u got that right. meehaku bunegeneh noon viyya hutteeves. so its the same when starting again ennu dho
@muawwaz: yea, i could see that written all over ur face along with maree, lycan and ruba last night. hehe
one other thing. seriously ppl, when u meet me stop asking me why why why did i start with those looks on ur faces cos i aint telling.i just dont wanna talk abt it with anyone. everyone's got their secrets. and believe me,its better if u dont know.
been there..done that..but yea!...i hear u bro!
lol. and i repeat. u can call me a hypocrite if i repeat whatever i may have said to u NOW. :p but fortunately i dont have to anymore dho. so sad ;)
off it goes again! welcome to the club! ..now it feels like a gang with nothin missin
hehe. theres one thing missing adhi. ;)
@kaiza - biteh dho!!
@aesha:nah! mihaaru ves nulaahiku fattaa bitun eba thibbennu. maves mihuree ennu ;). its not that. its what we talked abt last night. remember?
oh yea!
*looks at u for a min...**grin**i am happy for ya dude*
hehe ok aesha ai elhiyoooooa ekam ma dhekuneeru huree ai nagaigen hama ekkala gotha
hehe and still u are the odd one hama :P :P
yea, i know i know. but no intention of crossing that line...yet. who knows. ekanves hama kulli akah kanneynge ennu kuraanee just like that night. hehe. lets see dho. ;)
oh u guys jus leave him alone. whats the big deal? we're all hypocrites. if you've known him as long as i hav you shud understand. ppl disappoint u all the time. he's not any different. u all treat him as he shud be on some kinda pedestal. oh n we say all this because we care...hehehehe c u soon brother.
@affey: awww. *blush* no wonder ur the best ;). cant wait to see u. hope everything is ready by the time i come.
WTF...............
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