a thought that passed. thinking back and seeing all those friends and relatives of mine who were all so innocent back then. ppl whom u never thought would take that wrong a turns. then u look at the present day and see the whole lot of them drinking, sleeping around behind their partners, using weed, using drugs and so much more.
yea, even back then i knew that there would be ppl who would do these things but it hits u when u find out that its the most unexpecting of ppl that u knew. and it makes that huge impact when they all are honest abt it with u. when they have a need to tell someone and that someone turns out to be u. sometimes u wish that u were never that someone who had to hold on to all those dark secrets. cos it makes u lose faith in the ppl around you. and it makes it hard to accept their doings with a smile on ur face when u are hanging around with them. but so far its going well. so amen to that.
Dude, sometimes, things turn out the way we dont want them. Look at me!. I'm still freakin' virgin!. :D
ReplyDeleteare all those dark secrets really secrets?
ReplyDeletewell, most of them are. ;) depends on just how big a secret it really is.
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